You might call it Emo, I call it Serious

So.. I've just been doing a lot and a lot of thinking since i have nothing else to do for 2 months. well, there has been this thought that has been dancing around my not so filled brain. I came to realize that am pretty much good for nothing.. I have no special talent or skill that can get me anywhere. I can't sing, I can't dance, I can't play the piano or tell you the value of Pi to the Nth decimal place. Those who know me are probably thinking "oh, you're a good soccer player" well.. I'm not good enough. that's the truth. I can't even decide what i want to do with my hell-stricken life. I've been a Jack of all trades, but never the King or the Ace. If you've been through this phase, you'll know how terrible I feel right now.

Pretty much all my friends know what they want to do for careers and whatnot. I, on the other hand, have no god damn clue of what to make of my life. I have 4 years of university to look forward to ( but I'm not looking forward to it at all ). I should know what i want with my life by now! i mean, this is the point where i choose what road to take and all that corny and cliche life metaphors. I can just see it now! I'll be working at a job that pays next to nothing and I'll be living miserably. oh well... i guess I'll see how this plays out for me.. wish me luck and a lot more..